So i spent the afternoon with my brother and realized what was important to me. i realized that your just one of those passing guys who come and go. next time you ask im not going to be here. im going to say no && keep my head held high. i loved you once and thats more then i can give for you. you broke me multiple times && i fixed myself together. why would i let you destroy me? i fixed myself up and now i look beautiful because i fought and survived. i will not let you destroy me EVER AGAIN!
This is probably the last post for this blog soo yea.
I Loved You Once && That’s More Then Enough That I Can Give Anyone.
Goodbye Jose.
You Where The End Of Me && Now I’m Going To Walk Away With Dignity.
I honestly don’t know what to say. One minute you want me but then the next you say you can’t do this anymore.
I kiss you and I smile.
I remember when your scent use to bring me joy and happiness but somethings different about it now. Cuz now it makes me feel something else„ something unknown.
i honestly love you but right now I’m confused on whether or not to leave and not turn back. Yes I love you but I get a feeling that all you want from me is the physical rush and attraction. My thoughts are scattered right now && all i know is that I love you but I’m confused.
Don’t know what to do….
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
…….anymore
you say you love me && make me feel like i’m all that matters to you but then i don’t know you leave me && then you come back again. i look at our old posts about each other and some of them just make me cringe. the posts make me feel awkward for some reason. i don’t know anymore, i don’t want to love you but i just do && you keep playing with me……..im done with this next time you come looking for me i’m going to turn my back. like i did that one time. i know i can do it if i did it once. no longer will i be your puppet. no longer will i be the ex that you still keep in touch with physically. i will longer be your friend with benefits. no longer will i be that rebound girl that you use. i’m going to turn my back even if it kills me.
But to be honest this means nothing to me because honestly i know that if you ask me im going to run back to you. =’[ just wish you didn’t mean that much to me. just wish you weren’t my addiction.
i Love The Feel Of Your Lips Against Mine.
i Love That Thrill I Get When Im Around You
iLove Your Scent && The Feel Of Your Skin Against Mine.
iLove The Feel Of Your Lips Gently Pressing Against My Neck.
iLove Your Arms When They Hug Me Around My Waist && Pull Me Closer To You When We Kiss.
iLove The Feel Of Your Arms When You Pick Me Up && Twirl Me Around.
iLove The Feel Of Your Skin When Our Fingers Interlock.
iLove The Sound Of your Voice When You Say “I Love You”
iLove It When You Gently Pull My Hair Out The Way Of My Face.
iLove The When Your Hand Is On My Cheek && You Just Stare At Me.
iLove That Look That You Get In Your Eyes When You Smile At Me Like You Haven’t Seen Me In Years.
I Love You„ Like No Freaking Tomorrow Cuz Baby You Light Up My World Like Nobody Else Can. You’ve Become My Addiction
The Only Problem Is„That I’ve Become Oblivious To All Those Times You’ve Done Me Wrong……I’m Afraid Of…..Leaving You </3
Quiero Sentir Tu Cuerpo
Juntito Al Mio
Por Que Mi Alma
Ya Tiene Tiempo
Sintiendo Frio
Si Tu Lo Quieres Vete Acercando
Junto Conmigo Poquito A Poco
Muy Despacito Que
Estoy Sintiendo Mas Que Bonito
Me Gusta
Me Asusta Sentir Tu Cuerpo
Ardiendo Sobre Mi Piel
Me Prende!
Me Enciende Tu Aliento
-Intentalo <3
im sorry that i walked away after you tried talking to me. you where waiting right there && i dont know…. IM SORRY!!! MY HEART ACHES FOR YHU!! Last time you walked away from me and told me you couldn’t do it anymore && i said it was okay. but this time i didn’t want to hear it and i wished i hadn’t walked away because i really wanna know what you where going to tell me . im sorry but I LOVE YOU!
Please Stay…iBeg You……<3
=[ I love you Jose! =] <3 :*
